Turning Madness Into Flowers - A Work In Progress By Alice Walker

 

 

MY Working Class Hero

©2009 by Alice Walker
 
My brothers knew
The things you know.

I did not scorn
learning them;
It's just my mind
Was busy being trained
 
For “Other Things”:
 
Poetry, Philosophy, Literature.
Survival, for a girl.

But now,
What a relief
To see you understand
The ways
Of horses
Their shyness
& hatred
Of
Loneliness:
 
That you will not
Hesitate
To rescue
An old horse,
Dying on
 
His feet
&
That you will
Cheerfully
Wash him,
Aged
&
Incontinent
Head
To
Toe. Missing
With your bucket
&
Rag
Not
One
Hidden
Crevice
As he
Trembles
& weeps.
 
What peace
To see
Raising chickens
Does not
Mystify you
and
Hot water heaters
& their ways
Are well known;
That electricity
& how it
Works
Is something
Within
Your grasp.
 
That you can
Get a car
To run
By poking
It in
A few mysterious
Places
Under
The hood.
 
That you can
Fix a
Broken
Anything: battery, truck, stove,
Door, fridge, lamp, chicken coop hinge
While teaching me
The ins and outs
Of Opera
Or
While singing
Lusty
Italian
Tenor
That
Shakes
The walls.
 
That you can
Sit, comfy,
Unperturbed
By traffic
In the womb-like
Back seat
Of my
Chariot
While I drive
& you
Ride
The silver
Black
& Golden
Horses
Of
Your
Trumpet.
***

 

The Ways of Water
© 2009 by Alice Walker
 
With your unknown
to me
Odd magic
You came
To me:
Your truck
Backfiring
As if sending
Out
Rockets
To the
Stars.
 
You came
In
So gracefully
Rockets
Silenced
Behind you &
Set
To work
As if nothing
Brought you
Greater
Joy.
 
I did not see Life was
About to change, as it does,
Whenever odd magic appears:
There was
No music
Yet.
 
Chatting
About relationships, our freedom
From same,
Which we
So defended;
About water, faucet
Drips;
The gifts
Of growing older;
You set to work
& I, standing above you
As you lay on
Your back
Studied
Your feet:
Well cared for
In  ocean blue
Sandals
Made of tough
Plastic.
 
Buddies,
We said, we agreed
That's what we
Needed. 
How about going out
Together as buddies
For a night of music
& dance? My first
Indication
That song
Had a place
In
Your world.
 
Two years later
The leak
In my kitchen
Sink
Remains
Fixed
As well as
The leak
I never mentioned
In my spirit.
 
Early and late
We savor
The music
That comes
From
Your horn
The Golden Phoenix
That travels
With us
Everywhere
 
Your sound
Your love of Miles & Bird
& Wynton
Making
Friends of strangers
Around
The globe.
 
In Poor
Countries
Where
The grass
Has died
& the ponies
& oxen
Also
& the people
Have nothing
To bath in
Or to drink
&
Yet are soothed
By your cool
& liquid
Music, which



You pour over them
So freely,
I want to tell them:
Yes, he is also
A water man.
 
Yes, he also knows
The ways
Of water.
 
 But they know this.
 ***

Remember?
©2009 by Alice Walker
 
Remember
When we ended
It all

-for a weekend-

& how
We knew?

You took
The tea bowl
That I
Broke
In
Carelessness
To glue together
Again

At your
House.
 
***


May It Be Said of Me


© 2009 by Alice Walker

May it be said of me
That when I saw
Your mud hut
I remembered
My shack.

That when I tasted your
Pebble filled beans
I recalled
My salt pork.

That when I saw
Your twisted
Limbs
I embraced
My wounded
Sight.

That when you
Rose from
Your knees
And stood
Like women
And
Men
Of this Earth-

As promised
To us
As to anyone:

Without regrets
Of
Any kind,
I joined
You-

Singing.

***
For my brothers and sisters farther South.


And Do you See What They Have Bought With It?


©2009 by Alice Walker

You have bought
Foolish hats
From madmen
In Paris
You have bought
Shoes
You never
Intend to wear
You have
Bought
Cars for
Each day
Of
The week.

You ride
Faster than
Our donkeys
Can
Think;
Splashed with
The perfume
of our mothers’
Tears.

On
Television
You appear
In all your
Innocence

Wearing the spectacles
Whose frames
Our turtles
Unwillingly
Donated to you
With their
Shells

You speak
About our danger
To you

Our anger
And envy
And greed.

You are genuinely surprised to see us
Not only standing
But even more
Mysteriously
Armed, absolutely,
With the graceful
Power
Of speech.

But we were busy
In those shacks
&
Mud huts
Before dark;
Before the mosquitoes
Drove us
From our books.
We know
What you take
From us
And what
Useless things
-never love or peace or happiness -
You buy
With it.
***


 

What Makes the Dalai Lama Lovable?

© 2009 by Alice Walker

 

His posture

From so many years

Holding his robe with one hand

Is odd.

 

His gait

Also.

 

One’s own body

Aches

Witnessing

The sloping

Shoulders

& Angled

Neck;

 

One hopes

He

Attends

Yoga class

Or does Yoga

On his own

As part

Of prayer.

 

He smiles

As he bows

To Everything:

Accepting

The heavy

Burdens

Of

This earth;

 

It’s

Toxic

Evils

& Prolific

Insults.

 

Even so,

He sleeps

Through

The night

Like a child

Because

Thank goodness

That is something

Else

Daylong

Meditation

Assures.

 

You could cry

Yourself to sleep

On his behalf

& He

Has done that

Too.

 

Life

Has been

A great

Endless

Tearing away

For

Him.

 

From

Mother, Father, Siblings, Country, Home.

And yet

Clearly

His mother

Loved him;

His brother & sister

Too:

Even his

 Not so constant father,

Who

When Tenzin was

A boy

Shared

With him

Delicious

Scraps

Of

Succulent

Pork.

 

He laughs

Telling this

Story

Over half a century

Later

&

To who knows

How many

Puzzled

Vegetarians:

About

The way he sat

Behind

His father’s chair

Like a dog,

Relishing

Each juicy

Greasy

Bite.

 

Whenever I see

The Dalai Lama

My first impulse

Is to laugh

I am so happy

To

Lay eyes

On

One

So effortlessly

Beautiful.

 

That balding head

That holds

A shine;

Those wire framed

Glasses

That might

Have come

From

Anywhere.

 

That look of having offered

All he has.

 

He is my teacher;

Just staying alive.

 

Other teachers

I have had

Resemble him

In some way;

 

They too

Were

&

Are

Smart

And Humble;

Fascinated

By Science & things like

Time,

Eternity,

Cause & Effect;

The Evolution

Of the Soul.

 

A

Soul

That

 Might

Or might not

Exist.

 

They too

See all of us

-Banker, murderer, gardener, thief –

When they look

Out across

The world:

 

But that is not all

They see.

 

They see our suffering;

Our striving

To find

The right path;

The one with heart

We may only

Have heard

About.

 

The Dalai Lama is Cool

A modern word

For

“Divine”

Because he wants

Only

Our collective

Health

& Happiness.

 

That’s it!

 

What makes

Him

Lovable

Is

His holiness.

***

October 1, 2009